Hi.. yeah I know, I know… where the heck have I been?
Well as you can see, I HAVE been twittering – follow me @sarahcairncross but what else? Hmmm I did make a video on my tragic attempt at raw chocolate so I’ll have to dig that out, edit and upload it but yeah.. I kinda lost my mojo for a while there as I was worried and distracted by a friend disappearing on me and it later turned out they were in hospital. Out now though and, touch wood, hopefully everything is going to be ok.
Looking back though I immediately dropped into old habits to cope with things.. eating sugar and junk food, feeling sluggish and lethargic, wanting to sleep too much, not wanting to do any work. I was able to observe myself more this time though. Umm what do I mean by that? Well I was aware enough to take notice of what I was doing although I then chose to not change my actions and continue with old patterns that I knew weren’t serving me.
However… it didn’t last ages and ages and I did manage to Twitter to stay in some form of contact until I had an epiphany last week and stepped back into my power.
I had been trying, unsuccessfully to ‘have a go’ at doing three different businesses… one I have knowledge on but no great passion for, one I have a mild interest in and one which no matter how crap I am in my own personal journey, I can’t stop thinking about… yes, you guessed it, the third one is this blog!
So I’ve decided to stop dividing myself up and am bringing all the different parts of myself together as RawRRR.
I was discussing this again this evening with my lovely friend, Michelle Roberton-Jones, and she agrees that I need to share everything that eating a more raw vegan way affects me. How it energises me, brings me clarity, elevates my spiritual connection.. and as a result what then happens in my life – the good, the bad, ups and downs, ideas, people, fun and sadness. To embrace it all and in turn share everything that interests me in the one place.
So I’m going to be changing RawRRR…
You will see me talk about not only a natural living diet but also about internet marketing, building a business to love, finding passion, adventures in my classic mini, shenanigans with my friends, personal development, spiritual and physical healing and any other stupid, irrational, insightful messages, thoughts and dreams that occur to me and the people I stumble across in this new adventure I’ve decided to open up to.
I hope you will come along with me for the ride.. and share your Self too.
Sarah xxx