Morrrrning

Well I started off today with a brief meditation, not as deep as yesterday – may listen to a cd later to go deeper.  I then went for a run – YES – two days on the trot! Well, maybe run is not quite correct a description.. I sometimes felt like I was travelling marginally faster than a speeding snail but hey, I did it despite all the frost on the pavements.

Got kids off to school – they had to use the bus as my mini is in the garage.  Dead battery and while it’s in there, getting the steering checked over after I had to do an emergency stop the other week and hit a curb… *cross fingers it’s not going to be anything major*.  They just rang me in fact to tell me that to replace the driving lamp that got nicked (ffs), will cost  me at least £50.  Errrmmmm… ok I shall look on the internet for that.

So, before I could think about it any more, I sat down and opened my post (after reading highly irritating email from soon-to-be-ex-husband).  Gawd, ignoring my post for most of December really was not a good idea – I’m being threatened with court action over non-payment of something.  ARSE.  Hey, I did say I was going to share everything with you this year… Hmmm.. ok I must face up to these things and phone them later.  Also need to check what’s happening with rent money before I end up homeless.  Mind you, the kids will have to go live with their Dad if that happens and he may appreciate what parental responsibility really means then… muhahahaha

Is it just me or does the fantasy of trying to run away from it all affect other people too?  Maybe it’s the time of year. And yes, I know, I know, it will all just follow me.

Anyway, I’ve decided to stop burying my head in the sand and sort myself out – new improved me for 2010 and all that.   And that means improved emotions, finances, confidence, body with an even greater spiritual connection.  The only way is UP baby!

So having devoured a smoothie, a bar of raw chocolate (maybe I was kidding myself when I said you can’t eat too much in one go) and also one of the nakd ‘premium raw fruit, nut & oat bar  (which was yummy) I’m just reviewing what I said I’d do yesterday to see what I’ve not done.   Making sense? Nah, I didn’t think so *lol*

Ok stuff I didn’t do yesterday that I have to do today:

• One step to move my business forward – I want to start earning money from doing this – following my passion.  Hmmm.. make a plan?
• Start my 2010 vision board
• Go food shopping – plan meals and buy lots of fresh fruit and vegetables please!  The kids don’t know it yet, but they will be getting vegetarian meals from now on.

Plus I need to:

• Phone creditors
• Check rent situation / make payment / maybe give notice?
• Go for a walk
• Phone Maggie and thank her and Paul for the present
• Respond to YouTube comments
• Twitter
• Smile!